Hello,
    I another little update....My daughter by the way is doing absolutely amazing for the most part. The divorce is extremely hard at the moment specially when yall just can't agree, because sometimes i guess some people can't look past the past and the grudges and hatred for each other and truly look at there child and for them and whats best for them and there wishes wants and needs at this time in there life. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR thanks for letting me vent.
            Anyways I don't know if i mentioned this if i did here it is again if i didn't here it is for the first time. I am remarried i married my absolute best friend in the whole wide world. Its absolutely amazing i didnt think it was really possible i thought people just sorta faked it and said it to make people jealous haha rude....but guess what in most cases they are telling the truth. I have been remarried now for nearly a year, and thank goodness i did it before i really got back into religion don't worry if you read my blog and aren't into that i won't really be posting much about it for a vast amount of reasons. Anyways its good because if i would have known believed and all that what i do now. I probably would not have ever gotten remarried. True yes i would have stuck with OTR (over the road trucking) come home often enough as possible to see my daughter and bounce until i could find the company to be here like all ways and make enough money to live happy and do so. Guess what that is NOT the case thank you...because i have an absolutely amazing husband that found a regional trucking job and is home every week and comes through the area every now and again. I get to work at home do hobbies work somewhere else and be home yay and he loves it and so do i. Although i do miss trucking a LOT every now and again. but soon as we start having kids and there grown or get older i might do it again part time or something along those lines will see what happens.
               Anyways this is also another reason why i am converting to a raw vegan diet is because i have gotten so unhealthy lately that i am to heavy for my body to agree with the idea of getting pregnant. With how easy it was the first time i would imagine it wouldn't have been a problem what so ever. But anyways that is fine with me cause honestly losing weight first and become healthy is extremely good for both you or me haha and the child. and hopefully i can donate an egg or so or something to a few families and help them out to achieve there amazing goals...i love helping people.
         Thanks for reading!!!!!!!!