Abigaile

2.5 years old, She is an amazing little bugger i tell you what. She amazes me everyday. She is now fully potty trained and has been for the past several month. We have been having a little problems this week. she is like refusing to tell me when she needs to go potty. This happened right after she went to daycare a couple weeks ago. I don't know if something happened there or what but were slowly fixing that problem. It's just taking some time.
She knows her ABC's she can say and idtenify them all. She is also learning what each letter sounds like. She knows most of them already too. Before i know it this little girl is going to be reading.

Time for the love. :)

so i finally filed for a new Divorce in Utah. I really hope things go smooth. The past while i have been so stressed out its not even funny.
I think im finally getting over all the stuff that happened in the marriage and realizing its not men all around that do that. Many guys yes but not all. So why was I sitting here blaming all the guys for one guys mess ups??
Because that is just how my brain works i guess. I know now after everything that has happened i have changed as a person. I have been to some councilling. I LOVE IT!! It makes me feel happy. I can go and talk to this lady and she helps me. She even asks me if i have been talking to some guys and just the way she talks to me makes me look forward to go see her. She has helped me alot. She very blunt and says things the way they need to be said. She is very possitive and helps or trys her best to help you with whatever you need help with. She is honestly worth the money if i have it.
ANYWAYS
So i am now getting the urge to finally want to talk to guys/men again and get to know some. Before i wanted nothing to do with them because of one i hated all...but im so glad i did...i have talked to several guys this week....and i have found some great friends, and work is alot funner too because i am starting to talk to several people. When people look at me in a certain way or say something i don't think as negative like i use to...its like i don't care and i go with the flow. i ignore all the funny looks and what not...i even talk to alot of the people that look at me funny haha. I don't really judge peole by there looks anymore. because they can look rude or too good to talk to me or something but that is so not the case. I love work haha....I hope they hire me on full time so that i can get on full time so i can possibly get a car...im doing my best expanding my work ability there so i honestly don't see why they wouldn't do so.....i lack in some departments, and i think its time to pray for some help to help me become stronger in my weaker areas. wish me luck..
i have two more classes to do before i FINALLY get my diploma. im so excited...then im going to see what i can do about college...
MAN I WANNA GO ON A DATE SO FLIPPING BAD UGH.....hurry up divorce and get over with so i can flirt and start dating....................Im going to the gym now too so wish me luck there...its time to lose the 50 pounds i have gained.

Time for the love. :

Abigaile is now two.

Abigaile is now two, i can't believe it. It only seems like yesterday when i was bringing her home from the hospital. Makes me baby hungry. but i have told my self i have to get my schooling done first. its hard enough working a full time job, going to school and still being a mother let alone have more. Not that it can't be done but any who, I got Abby to start saying she's two when i ask her how old she is...she will say two then she will start counting her fingers. I love being a mother words can't describe how wonderful it is to be able to see the world through there eye's.
Living here with my father, dealing with this whole divorce issue and everything else in life is pretty darn stress full .... ugh.... I'm hoping to get hired on full time here at my current job or getting hired at this new company south a little bit and hope i can get out on my own get this diploma before that and get started with college. Finally do what i should have done 2 years ago. well almost 3. I could be finishing up with my college now and working. but the only difference is i know what i want to be now and didn't then....i even want to specialize in a few things later on to hopefully make more hehe
Any ways, Im trying to potty train this little girl and as long as she is with me and at day care she does GREAT but when she stays home she doesn't do so great till i get home, its kinda frustrating. but its all good it will happen when she's ready.

Christmas and turning 2

So here i am sitting in Missouri at my mothers. Christmas morning and i notice i forgot my camera, but i remember the charger..haha. GREAT i know. We had a good Christmas. with the cousins...It's amazing how miss little Abigaile has changed from last christmas. She went from 2008 to being able to just open them to now nearly 2 knowing what everything was to what it was and that santa so on and so forth.

We got her 2 year pictures done she was so good. hyper and all..ran out of the photo place a couple times and had to be chased down. We got some cute photo's even thought the lady wasn't the best.

this last one is one of my favorites..:D

Im so proud of this little girl...she talks GREAT...knows how to count to 15 and knows her ABC's its awesome...and much much more. but im still with family and don't have much time to sit here on the computer. so enjoy ttyl