The love of my life!!

copying val
I have been so much in my short life span, i can't believe it all.
My marriage wasn't the easy one and still isn't..this separation is really tough, there are so many times where i just want to give up on life and just be a bum. I honestly wonder how i still have the lil self esteem i have left...i shouldn't have any. Not many if non of you know of everything that has happened in the past 2 years. But i have got the most ADORABLE daughter out of the whole thing.


I couldn't get these in order but o well i got them in a row like i wanted....
I am so thank full for my lil girl Abigaile she is an amazing daughter...every time im down she knows and makes me laugh or smile...here laugh is is like a cold you can't help but laugh when she laughs its so cute..
there have been times where i am just in tears and i mean tears...and she has come up to me and gave me a hug patted me on the back and asked me if i was ok...and just sat there hugging me...and the looks she gives me just makes you smile...
She has become one of the smartest one year old i have ever met. I was so scared for awhile there she was behind but it was normal but now i think she's ahead...just coming home and seeing new things she has picked up on or her watching me do something and seeing her do it just shocks me....
She has amazed me when i asked her one day what some letters were and she responded with the correct answer and if it wasn't correct i asked her again and she told me the right answer...its just truly amazing i love it...she's my reason for living....i look forward to going to work just so i can come home and see her face and happiness just to see me and spend time with me and all the hugs and kisses i get..I am so thank full that i have been blessed with such a wonderful daughter...she is just amazing. I just love being a mother..she makes me want to go to school and succeed, its so much time away from her now but im hoping she will look up to me later in life for doing everything i am doing now..and i hope i can be a good role model for her...its hard being a single mother but i love it all at the same time :D anyways i could go on forever but ill stop there...im so grateful for Abigaile i can't imagine life with out her.