mixed emotions..

im sad that all this is happening i really am, but so be it i guess i have done my part and i guess thats all i can do...i have to walk away saying that i tried, i tried...i can always hope for the best but...i know can start now for a better future i can't start over but i can start a new future for myself with what i will have....i will be now leaving my goals and dreams i first started with....this hurts im not going to lie it hurts....but anyways i leave monday i will miss everyone in va. i hope we all can keep in touch!!