i know i shouldn't be writing about this on here but o well i guess i need to talk about it or at least write it down...well worst has come to worst as of right now....my husband and i are separating for the moment hopefully in the end we can end up back together to safe a crap load of head aches later in life....when my parents got divorced i was old enough to see some of the things...and i wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy in a way ya know?
but yet here i am almost doing it to my own daughter...its a crappy feeling....im surprised at myself....i usually eat when im all ticked off and stressed and such but i haven't eatin much at all...the thought of food just basically just about makes me gag....last night i had to force myself to drink some water...even though it felt like it was going to come back up in a matter of seconds...but don't worry i have been forcing my self to eat some stuff just to keep me going...its mostly fruit which is a good thing but doesn't do much cause it digests so fast...
please keep us in your prayers i really want this to work out..but my husband and i didn't really get married for all the right reasons, and have been going through alot of stress were both very very young specially me.....i want to beat the odds of 60% of all teen marriages end ..... i want to beat the odds...and even worse 1 in 2 marriages dont last.....i have alot to think about and strive to acheive in this short matter of time of this seperation and hope like hell it works out...if not at least i will know i have done my best. well anyways there is my story there is so much more to it of course but no reason to get into details...
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